What Can I Live Without?
By necessity and preference I have been learning to do without a lot of things that most people are used to having. At first I was a grudging participant in my learning experience, but I am beginning to see the blessing. I like the independence. Things start falling apart all over the house every five years or so. I am now handwashing clothes and drying them on a drying rack. Yes both the washer and the dryer have gone to a better place. The thing about having to work harder to get what I need is that I am becoming glaringly aware of how important it is that my time be worth the results. I am learning the same thing concerning my entertainment. As I realize how many things are around me that I don't need to survive or even enjoy myself, they are starting to matter less and less. Am I getting my time's worth? So I am taking a month without some things, and to keep me busy I have my extended chores along with other things that I've been meaning to do. I want to get the most out of my time and my life. I love The Sims, but it's got to go. I can do better. I am not demonizing entertainment because stress relief and down time are NECESSARY. No one wants to see a woman overworked and undercared for, and no woman wants to be her. I am just playing the what if game. What if I didn't have these options? What if I invested more in myself, my relationships, and my faith walk? Would I be happier with less distraction? I have a feeling that I would be. Blogging has made the cut so I will be processing throught the keyboard. I suppose it took me a couple of extra months but my birthday has caused me to want to improve some things. I want my life investments to matter.
quick update. I feel off and played a computer game last week because I was so upset that I needed an hour to regroup. I probably should have just read my Bible because it totally didn't help. God is better than any computer game.
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