You can't get it together!!!
If you could get yourself together, salvation would be unneccessary. We all need saving. Not one of us can be good enough to claim perfection, but perfection in the hands of God who sent Jesus to become sin for us so that we could become the righteousness of God through Christ Jesus. John 3:16 in the Bible says that God loved the world (that includes you) some much that he sent Jesus his only begotten son to die so that anyone who believes in him (that's jesus) could have everlasting life. The ultimate death is eternity apart from God and eternal life is eternity with God. Don't wait to get yourself together. You don't have the credentials, and you don't need them. God's love covers us. Greater loves hath no man than this, that he lay down his life for his friends. The only difference between a sinner and a saint is a single relationship with the son of God Jesus the Christ. Get to know him and his salvation. All you h...