A Woman's Worth: Becoming the Church

I got a revelation today as I was thinking about what the Lord wanted me to do with myself after the events of this past year and a painful beginning to this year.  I have been struggling with the idea of marriage since I was about 9 years old.  I know now that I want to get married, but it seems like a dangerous and painful road to travel.  I don't want to marry the wrong man and I don't want to let someone pick me who isn't God's choice for me.  I  may have said this before, but I think I need to focus more on myself than on men.  I have seen so many things concerning men in marriage that are unfavorable, and I have been hurt very deeply before.  My only chance, I believe, of me getting married is to focus on marriage as a reflection of Christ and the church, and, if men are suppose to be Christ in the reflection then women are suppose to be a reflection of the church.  Therefore,here comes the new revelation,  if I am going to be all that God intended for me to be as a woman and eventually as a married woman than I need to learn about what the Lord expects and requests of his church.  If I am to be a woman worthy of every purpose for which God created me than I must work on properly reflecting the church.  This is where my journey is turning.  I believe that as I delve into God's description of what he wanted for the church it will transform me into the woman that the Lord intended for me to be.  After all, what use is having a husband if I am not ready for him, and marriage or not I am following the Lord on this journey.  Marriage or not I trust the Lord has wonderful things in store for me this year and every year of my life.  

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