God told me to tell you Don't Come This Way
Right when I think that I am going to break God sends a word to remind me that he's still there.
Today was one of those days. I pretty much slept for two days straight. The holidays went well, and the new year started off great! So why was I exhausted and lathargic. When it all finally spilled out I realized that I was upset because I felt like I had lost my chance at a good life. I felt like I was going to suffer eternally for one bad choice followed by a series of bad trickle down. I love my son and I was made to be a mother, but there is more to me than this. I love being my mother's daughter, but I was meant to be more than that too. I was just feeling like one choice to have premarital sex ruined my life's potential and that I was now and forever more going to be a burden to my family and inconsiquential to everyone else; a statistical eye sore in the history of humanity. Sounds a little dramatic huh? I even went on to think about all of the people that invested time, money, and their hearts into me with the hopes that I would do something awesome in this world. I have a lot of those people, and I love them dearly. It hurts to know that I broke their hearts, but I believe that God has and will continue to bless them. Fortunately for me when I got to church (a half hour late =0) it was as if God spoke directly to me. He told me through my pastor that sometimes God allows for us to fight out of situations so that we can tell others not to come the way that we came. I guess if God just popped me right back into place after my fornication was exposed it would not speak to the seriousness of what can happen when we stray from God's will for our lives. I remember now writing to God that I would stay here as long as he told me to for his glory. God hasn't changed that and I won't attempt to, but trust and believe I am telling every person that I know not to come this way. Don't have sex with anyone, but your spouse! Don't jepordize your future for a false sense of acceptance and love. Don't think that sex isn't a big deal because it is; it's a bonding together of two souls not just bodies. Don't even date someone who you don't believe will be your spouse. Don't let him/her touch you inappropriately even if you do think they will be your spouse. DON'T EVER put a person before God in your life married or not and this includes yourself. God is smarter than us and he knows the things that will make our lives more difficult and that is why he tells us not to do certain things. SIN DESTROYS YOU SO DON'T DO IT! God is faithful to deliver us from our sin mess, but wouldn't it be better not to have the mess in the first place, and wouldn't it be even better if we didn't have to drag anyone else through it with us? I am begging you DON'T COME THIS WAY! I have to tell you this in obedience to God and because I love you too much not to warn you that this isn't the way to live. God's way is better.
Today was one of those days. I pretty much slept for two days straight. The holidays went well, and the new year started off great! So why was I exhausted and lathargic. When it all finally spilled out I realized that I was upset because I felt like I had lost my chance at a good life. I felt like I was going to suffer eternally for one bad choice followed by a series of bad trickle down. I love my son and I was made to be a mother, but there is more to me than this. I love being my mother's daughter, but I was meant to be more than that too. I was just feeling like one choice to have premarital sex ruined my life's potential and that I was now and forever more going to be a burden to my family and inconsiquential to everyone else; a statistical eye sore in the history of humanity. Sounds a little dramatic huh? I even went on to think about all of the people that invested time, money, and their hearts into me with the hopes that I would do something awesome in this world. I have a lot of those people, and I love them dearly. It hurts to know that I broke their hearts, but I believe that God has and will continue to bless them. Fortunately for me when I got to church (a half hour late =0) it was as if God spoke directly to me. He told me through my pastor that sometimes God allows for us to fight out of situations so that we can tell others not to come the way that we came. I guess if God just popped me right back into place after my fornication was exposed it would not speak to the seriousness of what can happen when we stray from God's will for our lives. I remember now writing to God that I would stay here as long as he told me to for his glory. God hasn't changed that and I won't attempt to, but trust and believe I am telling every person that I know not to come this way. Don't have sex with anyone, but your spouse! Don't jepordize your future for a false sense of acceptance and love. Don't think that sex isn't a big deal because it is; it's a bonding together of two souls not just bodies. Don't even date someone who you don't believe will be your spouse. Don't let him/her touch you inappropriately even if you do think they will be your spouse. DON'T EVER put a person before God in your life married or not and this includes yourself. God is smarter than us and he knows the things that will make our lives more difficult and that is why he tells us not to do certain things. SIN DESTROYS YOU SO DON'T DO IT! God is faithful to deliver us from our sin mess, but wouldn't it be better not to have the mess in the first place, and wouldn't it be even better if we didn't have to drag anyone else through it with us? I am begging you DON'T COME THIS WAY! I have to tell you this in obedience to God and because I love you too much not to warn you that this isn't the way to live. God's way is better.
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